5th August, 2009 It’s 8:42 pm, and suddenly stroked in my mind while hearing the song “You are the one” to write something in my Diary about my feelings, my days how I spent with my Friends and how my heartfelt while I had crush on someone…lol. I mean anything and everything. It is said Life is not a bed of roses… yup!!! U can say that, to get something in your life you have to work hard , bear the pain and wait for the result … and when we don’t get the desired fruit , it hurts. But what we can do, move forward in our life with lot of pain in our heart . If there is no one to share with , we feel more pain; no one to console . Think about it friends, you are lucky to have friends. Someone to listen to , someone to shed your tears away, even if you say it again and again , you might not count… may be hundred times you have expressed your feelings , she listens to you… explains you as many times you want her to say, you want yourself to be consoled. So what to say, you are just LUCKY to have beautiful friends around you, YOU R NOT ALONE. And the ones, who feels their friends betrayed … it feels very difficult to trust someone. Don’t you worry , I too felt the same before…now I have girl friends in my life close to my heart( touchwood). Before , I used to a go to a dark place where there is no one… expressed my feelings, talked to myself … sounds weird…God was my Best friend, and HE is and Will Always be. Used to write in my Diary. You always need to believe in yourself , Things doesn’t always remain the same, you might have bared more hardships in your life than others but that much fruit , double the amount you will get . All you need to have is Hope in yourself… He is listening to You silently , making a bigger plan for you, something surprising, special than others. It’s difficult, all you need to keep yourself busy with your stuffs, to get rid out of the situation. “Every Problem has a solution”